10:49 PM |
ok..i seriously haven been updating in a while...haha...all the free time i have i spend it on reading...gosh...jodi picoult's books are damm good...ther're impossible to put down...i seriously have no life...gah! call be a book worm for all i care haha..ah well! it seriously amazes me how chloe manages to blog EVERYDAY...seesh! anyway! good news! i magaged to scrape through mid years with straight As and only 2 Bs...*must brag about it*...yes!!! means i can continue judo! anyways...lots have happened so far but it would take me hours to type it all down so i'll jus list down the main events...for example...ronin came to our sch on moN! haha...one of my best experiences in my life...super fun....although they got banned on the next day...was really dissappointed cause i wanred to see them again...but nvm! im going to their concert! short people and large crowds REALLY don mix but i'll make an excpetion for ronin! levan is REEEAAAALLLYYYY hot! *melts!* =)!!
anyway..sth also struck me...y do people judge others by how they look, their race or simply their skin colour. Just because someone is different from the rest,may it be skin colour, or race or physical apperence they are shunned by society. My point is, we all have the same blood coarsing through our veins, when we are cut, we bleed red, when it boils down to it, we are all the same, all the same humans living on the same earth, we all breath the same air dont we. So why do people judge one another by their physical apperence,i simply dont understand...how do i put it...its as though when you stare into another person's eyes, you see a reflection of youself, we are all the same, so why judge?
Also, people espically teenagers say they want to commit suicide, just like that.God gave us the gift of life, the greatest and most precious gift of all, and if these people decide to throw away this gift in the heat of the moment, than this gift of life is wasted upon them. Not only that, these people also bring pain to the people around them, people who care for them, people who cant stand to see that person suffer, and most of all, the people who gave you life.Physical pain can be endured, pain killers can help stop the pain, physical pain will so away after while. But the emotional hurt that these people cause others will stay for life, scars that may never heal, and nth can stop that pain, nth can be compared with the pain of losing a loved one. Have these people actually thought of that? I really feel that its jus plain selfish of them to just say "i wanna commit suicide" just like that, is the gift of life really so worthless. Some people may lose both parents at a young age, some children even see their own parents go, and yet they still live through it, while others jus end their life over trival matters such as stress, boyfriends/girlfriends, studies ect. ect. sure, it may seem a big deal to them at the moment, but no matter how bad you think you have it, others have it worse. Teenagers who say they want to commit suicide have not yet experienced what true pain really is.
RONIN ROCKS!!! AND SO DOES LEVAN!!=)