9:47 PM |
been doing alot of thinking lately and abit of reality check. I realised, maybe it is time for me to grow up a little.
I always wanted to be like chloe/eugunia/ranice blah blah all the smart people and stuff like that and like grace for her heck care i-absoultly-cant-tell-what-she-is-thinking-about attitude. But recently, i realised, i dont anymore. I guess learnt to accept who i am, and not try to be like someone im not, i mean, i want people to like me for who im, but how can they when even I dont accept myself for the way God made me. :)
Also, that talk by sabby(which i thought was really good), judo on thurs and floorball that day also woke me up a little. I realise i am not giving my best. It never really bothered me that much, nor did i ever think about it like that before. But i guess somthing they said might have given me a little nudge. Its time to wake up. I promise, from now on, im going to give my best in everything i do, be it debate,floorball, judo or studies. Im gonna give my 110%, like jill said. :)
Also, i realised how really selfish i can be,like, i used to argue with people alot about their feelings/thoughts just because i couldent accept it. Im sorry. I guess everyone has their own views, i cant change them, and i shoudent interfere or force my own opinions on them, i have to learn to accept them too. So for that, im sorry. :)
Been doing alot of self reflecting lately, and im trying to change, i really am.