12:55 PM |
Im tired and sick of it all. Many many things have been going on in my head until i cant take it anymore. Till the point where i start breaking down for no apperant reason. That cant be good.I always thought it was the people around me who have changed, but maybe, just maybe, it was me who changed.Everything seems to piss me off these days. Everybody seems to expect somthing out of me everywhere i go. Sick of it all. Somtimes i feel that i really cant keep up with the blistering pace of life. Why cant i be like the rest of them. Why cant i be like Chloe. Or Grace?
Everyone seems to expect somthing from me, but what happens if i cant live up to their expectations? Im seriously sick of it all. I dont even know whats wrong with me also. I am not phyically tired, just physologically.
On a lighter note. I realised how much my friends really mean to me. Espically chloe, grace song and lum, fidelia and wei yuen. Chloe, with her preaching, chim words and miss swan imitation. Grace Lum with her anime, drawing and her hands flying everywhere everytime she talks. Grace Song with her attemps to pinch my cheeks,drawing and judo. Fidelia with her rantings about her suai guy, her 365 days pmsing , gossiping and tolerating my poking =x. Wei yuen, with her talk about maple, males and her giggling every 2 sentences. Also, Milton with his horrible, un usable advice. Kelvin who seems to find pleasure in irritaing the shit out of me. Mok who loves to act gentleman.
They make life alot more pleasent, tolerated all my short comings, my crankyness, violentness also. Thanks.