1:57 PM |
Heck, am i really that pathetic?I ve been acting like an idiot lately.Hell knows what caused me to act like that. Goodness! I even criticise people like that! And here i am, doing the exact same thing.pfft!Well, at least its over now and i can gladly say i ve tried at the very least to salvage the situation. Even if i acted like an idiot.Once again. I am sorry i didnt get the hint because i was so caught up in trying to revert things back to the way they were i overlooked everything else.I admit, i was devastated at first, because all my efforts had gone to waste even though i knew that it would from the start.Heck, i cried like there was no tommorow but for why i dont exactly know. Maybe it was because i was dissappointed.Or most likely it was because i didnt want to know the truth. I rather let myself carry on believing that if i tried hard enough,by some sort of mirical everything would be just like before again, because it hurts less than facing the ever present reality of it all.It was a frutile attempt from the start. Part of me knew that. But at least i know i tried.
Its over now.No longer am I deluded.(: