7:48 PM |
Something has changed.I remember when I told others before that I was over it, but yet at times I would miss him like hell.Heh. I bumped into his blog while blog hopping. For some reason. That triggered something, I wondered. Why? Why was I clinging on to someone so pathetic? Why? Why can't i have more pride than that?I used to tell people that I over it, sometimes to look strong or others, hoping that if i said it out loud to others, it would come true.This time its different, its no longer mere words to decieve myself or to put on a false front.This time, its for real.(: