Reach my prismic soul.
Andrea.Y
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I see psychadellic colours when I log onto my blog. It's my personal space and as over-rated blogs have been, I do not wish to be compared. I don't need it to be popular, I don't need you to read me, it's never a mean for you to understand me deeper, if that's what you seek. What you see, is never what you'll get...
I am the pretty pistol. This is a game of Russian Roulette. Please, excuse the mess.



Unconditional desires.
Nicholas Sparks,great songs, better books, satisfying food,slippers,Patrick Stump New orleans jazz,poetry movies,period dramas,pop/rock/punk,Fall Out Boy,Cody McFayden, Chick lit,Thrillers, Fantasy,literature,quills, Blankets,Best buds,parchment, brown paper bags,Crashing waves,Operas,Musicals,Super sticky post-its, jackets, button down shirts, boots, Converse,three quarts,stuffed animals, plushy pillows, plushy people, Pete Wentz, manga, One tree hill, Perfumes, fruity smells, Developing crushes, Arty Fartyness,Guitars, Piano pieces, Christmas, snow, bells, crackerjacks, candy canes,fruity soaps, Summer,hats, autumn, Winter, Exotic names, exotic cocktail names, Identical twins, coloured eyes, rainbows,fireplaces, Chicago,Rome, Moscow, Hawaii, Europe, Perth, Canada,The smell of brown paper,fresh laundry, new books and cotton, the feel of soft puppy/kitten fur, the sound of clapping,ripping and the turn of a page, the sight of loved ones and best friends, the taste of the first crisp, cocoa and warm soup on a rainy day, coca cola, snapple s mango madness, the smell of seabreeze, Orange Julius, mini ritz, Starbucks, posters, berries, Mr Yeti, London, Harry Potter, The magicians guild, red, orange, brown, black, chalk, tree bark carvings, cloud gazing, the fluffy flowers downstairs,wind chimes, Tigger, teddy bears, Pride and Prejudice, intricate ornaments, T-shirts, road trips, laughing at my own sticky up hair in the mornings, debate, watching the ships go by, Frozen strawberries, strawberries,fanciful magazine pages,

Mix the words up.
It took time to see.
March 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007

I read.
Tucker Max
Xiaxue
Kenny Sia

The endless connections.
Team KC
KC C Division Floorballers
Melissa
Tracy
Elaine
Michelle
Jun Jie
Milton
Grace.aka.Ace
Sandra


You have my thanks.
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10:42 PM |

Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can't you understand
Oh my little child

All I ever wanted
All I ever neededIs here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Enjoy the silence

I ve be criticised alot lately for my actions. I ve been getting comments from people saying that i ve been too harsh/too mean or it didnt have to turn out this way. No offence. But get off my back will you? I ve had enough.True. I dont have the guts to say this to you guys because you mean alot to me and I know you mean well. But seriously. I cant take it anymore. Look. I ve thought through my actions, it wasent an impulsive thing to do. I still dont regret it up still now. True. I miss it alot and keep reminiscing about it all. It still hurts and i admit that. But I DO NOT regret my actions and nothing will change that.If it hurts less to erase it all from oblivion. So be it. Its my way of coping with it, thats just how I handle it. Call me selfish or what so ever. But if it hurts less, than I'll do it. And i wont regret it.As for my actions? I do not see the purpose of clinging on to something that is already non existant, and if its non existant,I dont see why I should cause myself more pain any futher. Therefore i erase it into oblivion prefering not to be reminded about it.Overdramatic it may seem but its how i feel.If it was done on impulse than yes. Critise and scold me all you want. But not something that I ve given thought to. That, i will not tolerate.Seriously no offence. I really know you guys mean well. I do. But its just that it hurts enough as it is. I do not need the people around me to make it any worse.As harsh as what I did may seem. I say it again. I do not regret it. At all.(:
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day`