8:59 PM |

In a sick way. I want to thank you.

Because I've done alot of reflecting lately.And you made me grow up alot.A friend of mine just asked me a few minutes ago. If I would give up everything for the one I loved.If he had asked me the same question 3 days ago.I would have most likely said yes.But I told him, no. Because I grew out of the belief that true love existed, love was not forever, neither was it 100% true. I don't see why I should sacrifice everything for something so temporary. It was not worth it.Honeyed words like I'll love you forever were all lies.Plain lies.Because forever dosent end after a month or so.Because when you say those words.You may mean it at the moment.But soon or later, someone new will come along. And the cycle repeats itself all over again.

Sure it hurt alot,but at least I ve learnt from it. Love was not forever, it was just a temporary feeling.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day`