7:57 PM |
Shit. As much as I try to run from it, I can't, its like it plays hide and seek with me or something, just when I think I'm safe and its over,it sneaks up behind me and taps me on the shoulder and the game begins all over again.Quite ironic really, how I brought this upon myself trying to run from it all only each time it finds me, it hits me harder every time.
In math class today for example, I was talking to my friend and everything and suddenly the topic came up. I told her about everything we shared sweet mushy stuff that is enough to give you diabetics. I could have chosen no to mention it, to avoid the topic, but I didn't. And it hurt for the rest of the day, because I kept reminiscing again. What a pathetic clingy fool I'm.
Take another example. 2 friends of mine, A and B both like the same guy, C,and B likes C more than A. Unfortunately, C added A on friendster and msn and messaged her but not B.C liked A and wanted to ask her out according to a cousin of A's. A kept it from B because she didn't want B to get hurt, but B found out today, and she was devastated. She cried.I can imagine how she felt, when she saw the messages, the guy she liked liking her best friend.
Really makes me wonder. Why. Why even though love can rip hearts into two and break them people still fall face flat into it.