11:19 PM |

honey! I'm home!
(:Always wanted to say that.Well I'm back from Phuket and Penang, that is, until Friday where I'm going off again to Malaysia, talk about exhausting, but on the bright side, I'll be seeing me cousins and nephew!

I really have to learn to loosen up and stop being so anal and whiny.
I should learn to have more faith and confidence in myself.
I really should be more sociable.
I really REALLY must learn to take certein things more seriously and relax on others
I really must learn to be more responsible.
I really must develop a sense of self-disicipline.
I really should be more sensitive towards others
I really must stop turning red so much
I really should get the fact that I do not get tanned. Only burnt.Into my head for the SEVENTH time.
I really should develop a sense of humour and wit to survive social situations
I really have to do something about the blushing problem.
I really should control my temper more.
And I really must learn to handle minor social situations without looking like a goof

I really must learn to be a lot of things I'm not.

I feel like a snake sometimes,shedding the old me like a skin when I outgrow it.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day`