9:59 PM |

you're an enigma.
A puzzle I can't solve.
And it frustrates me.A lot.
I want answers
So why won't you freaking enlighten me.

I hate feeling this way, because I have no idea what to do when I'm feeling this way, it feels pathetic. It's first love so of course its meant to hurt so bad, doesn't make me hate it less though. And when I feel this way, because I have no clue how to respond to it, it turns to anger, then sadness, making me hate it all the more. See. Its all a vicious cycle.

It's easy to make yourself out to who you want to be in front of others
But I'm really not like that. Because somewhere along the way, I lost myself
And forgot who I really was. So now I have no clue to who I really am.
It's funny to how some people think they have me all figured out when I havent even done so myself.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day`