8:33 PM |

So. He kissed her huh? So, he charms her like he did I, holds her close says he'll never let her go.Hold her hand and whisper sweet nothings into her ears. She falls for it all, intoxicated.I love you, he said to her as he did I. But how can you love so many at once when you say she'll be your only one. Just as you told me.Now she hurts exactly the way I did.It shouldent hurt me at all. But it does, a little, some part deep down, I feel that twinge of hurt.

I'm happier now though, I guess.
They say you should thank the ones who hurt you, because as Neil Armstong once said:' That which dosent kill you, makes you stonger' So thank you Dwayne, because I could so easily have been that girl who cries her heart out now, swearing never to love again.Thank you Dwayne, because you've made me see clearer now that happily ever afters are only meant to be in books, thank you for letting me understand that NEVER. Ever, should I be blinded by foolish infautiaion overlooking the boy you really are.Thank you for making me stronger, because that didn't kill me.

Long live the car crash hearts.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day`