8:30 PM |
Talk about a helluva night. Slept for almost 13 hours with 2 nightmares an a row. Both greatly disturbing. I don't which scares me most in these nightmares, losing my loved ones to such violence and gore or things that chase. Been having quite a lot of nightmares this year compared to the last and normally after these nightmares I tend to be afraid of sleeping for a few days because they're so vivid and terrifying, whats more TWO in one night.It bothers me quite a bit when these nightmares involve my loved ones, usually my parents, or when I'm chased down endless hallways or paths trying to escape from the thing.The thing that freaks me out the most is that I fear one day that dream won't just be a dream anymore, stupid I know, but it freaks me out like crazy. I usually dream about my loved ones being killed and me being chased by the thing that killed them, that feeling of no escape, it seems so real, and when I wake up and recount it I sometimes start to cry.
The scariest things about nightmares is that it's your own imagination you're trying to run from. Something you can't get rid of.Like the enemy you're trying to escape from is yourself.Rather melodramatic ain't it, but it freaks me out real bad and take up residence in my head for a while.