7:59 PM |
I don't take criticism very well. Period. In fact most of the time I either retort back or start crying.But I'm working on that problem of mine.As Chris taught me last night that I should stop feeling sorry for myself and just deal with it.Like Stella told me today that I had better pick up the slack if I want to keep my place on the team.I didn't take either one well. I couldn't look eye to eye with Stella because I knew I would start crying.I argued with Chris and still ended up in tears.A rather large part of me hates them for this and that would be the child I am.But some small little part of me also knows that despite how much I hate it, I have to stop being such a crybaby, grit and deal with everything. stop finding excuses and whining about stuff. That would most likely be the part of me that's growing up.Stuff like these cannot be taught just like that I guess, it has to hurt to make an impact so that I won't forget it.